haven't been on here in a long, long time.

well, it's summer and i've graduated. pretty awesome. on august 17 i'll be moving in at transy and i'll begin playing for my new team. thats kind of a weird thought... my new team. i've always played for the brown, but hey, i guess it's about damn time for something a little new. :) 

i think the most exciting thing right now is that brittany is going to be a mommy on thursday, june 5.. unless, of course, he comes before then. 
i really hope this works out well for her. i kind of worry about her sometimes, but at the same time, i know that she's the type of person who doesn't let anyone or anything hold her back. she's determined, and she probably has the best work ethic in the entire brown school class of 2008.

i hope she comes to laura and katelyn's graduation party on sunday... if not, then i'm definitely going to give her a call and see if she wants to hang out. actually, i might do that tomorrow. or at least see how she's doing. i don't think i'll bring up the baby though... she's probably thinking about that more than anyone else. i'm sure she wouldn't mind someone talking to her as if she wasn't just about to have a child.

but anyway, i have to go with my mom to pick up my sister soon so that we can go to the gym and to see Sex and the City!!! i'm so excited :)

So, there are four more days of school left in the semester... thats pretty cool, i guess. it means i'll be working more and making more money. (if anyone wants to drop in and say hello i'll be working tuesday and wednesday from 6-10:30 and saturday from 6-11:30.)
one great thing about the end of the semester is that, not only will it be winter break, but i won't ever have to take luda again. i don't hate the man, i just hate his class. i simply cannot learn in his class. i'm a little afrais that i'm going to go to class at JCC on the 8th and i'm not going to have any clue as to what is going on.
i really don't know what classes i want to take next year. it is going to be my senior year. that sounds so weird. i feel way too young be be half way through my junior year. to be so close to my senior year. the words are foreign to me. it doesn't seem possible that i'm already so close to being a senior. i am not old enough for this!
as of right now i think i'm going to take psychology, sociology, statistics, band, ap english, and senior seminar. but i don't know... i'm going to go talk to nancy after shool tomorrow.
well, i'm tired from staying up really late doing my chemistry paper. i'm going to bed.
goodnight.

I had an awesome time at Wilder's lake house... I think I'll just list everything because I'm tired and I dont feel like going in to detail.

• At the Grayson County Fair- total recall won the tractor pull, I counted 13 mullets.. all within 50 feet of eachother (this was while I was watching the tractor pull), and a woman sifting through the gravel looking for a tooth outside a port-a-potty
• skinny dipping with laura shulman and lauren.. katelyn and laura wilder were there too, but they didn't do it.
• me and wilder saved a little weiner dog from drowning (the other weiner dog that that little girl had drowned because its legs were too short)
• lauren took a dump in the woods
• i made both laura's fall off the porch swing
• someone stole an ambulance (call the sheriff!!)
• and laura got a birthday ass whoopin from her country neighbor.

so, that was my weekend.. I wonder whats in store for tomorrow...

so, i'm usually pretty excited about the first day of school. i always like it. but this year i'm feeling a slight twinge of dread. although i'm not doing nearly as bad as laura is... she's in denial of tomorrow.

all during volleyball we were kind of talking about the first day being tomorrow and each time she would either groan, or cover her ears, or like completely freak out. she kept saying "NO! i'm NOT coming to school tomorrow!!!"

i dont know... i guess i'm just a little sad to see the summer go. i just feel like the start of school means that everything i did this summer is gone and this was definitly one of the best summers i've ever had... but i'm looking forward to what the future has in store for me. as wonderful or terrible as i think things are now, something always manages to come along that just... tops it all and makes it all worth it.

i'm feeling a little better about tomorrow, now :)

so, here's my schedule.

1)band
2)survey
3)chemistry
4)pre-cal
5)world civ
6)english

9 hours, you guys! i'm off to pack my lunch.

i seriously thought he was more mature than this...

i realize i pissed joseph off by outsmarting him and saying things he couldn't argue with, but it was his own fault. i mean, he didnt seriously expect me to take him back after he cheated on me, did he? or did he think that telling me about it would make it all better and i would be able to forgive him? because thats not how it works. but anyway, i'm calling him immature because he had the password to my photobucket account and he tried to delete it. he even went s far as to change the password. and this is the funny part: he changed it to joebearkicksass. how lame is that?

but anyway, i just got home from denmark yesterday... it was such an awesome trip. i really want to go back next year and go to roskilde festival. but i'd need a job to get that much money so... i guess the job hunt is about to begin.

if anyone knows of anything, could you let me know? i would really appreciate it!!

so much has happened since the last time i was on here... i'll try list form..
september 4- joseph (the bear) and i start dating, danes come and everything that goes with that, volleyball stuff, school, hell, i dont even know
that stuff plus a whole bunch of stuff i cant really think of right now..
by the way..

EVERYONE SHOULD GO SEE HOSTEL!!!

theres one scene that makes me feel kind of sick to think about, but other than that it is a wonderful movie. hehe, as soon as it ended the first thing joseph said to me was "you're NOT going to denmark." :)
i love him so much... . .  .  .   .   .

why am i still wide awake?







i'm just going to try and go to bed.. chances are, i'll get upstairs, turn on some music and be asleep within 30min-1hour :)

goodnight all.

i love you.

school

its tomorrow...






and my momma stole my schedule.

but heres what i remember..

1st- french
2nd- biology or algebra 2
3rd- english (i think)
4th- history (i think)
5th- biology or algebra 2
6th- jazz band

eh, i'll find out when my mom gets home..
i'll steal it back if i need to.

this is a little better.....





i guess...

fuck it, i'm going back to the old look..

woah... this is waaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too much color for me... but i dont feel like fucking with it anymore so... i'll fix it later.

i have a scrimmage on monday and a tournament on the 12 and 13 =\
but other thsn that, life is pretty good..

anyways..





i'm out

today was wonderful.

very layed back... but great.

i spent it with people i wanted to spend it with, and we were able to have fun without really doing anything whatsoever..

i just want to stretch this day on and on forever... if only the best part hadnt ended already :)






i love you.

so, um...







yeah..


tomorrow is my birthday.

yeah... 15.





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(?)

its amazing what just a few words from the drewbylama can do for you.

thank you, drew :)

and i do smile a lot. especially this summer...

it was kind of nice to be alone...
i was flying...
i felt warm...
i felt loved...
i was smiling...
i was laughing at the things you said...
i thought i knew how i felt...
my confusion didnt matter anymore...
i wasnt going to come down for a long time...
i had songs i loved stuck in my head...
i was simply happy...

..and now all i want is for someone to hold me.
..and now i'm buried deep in the flesh of the earth.
..and now i feel cold.
..and now i feel alone.
..and now i'm crying.
..and now i cant wait to hear your voice again.
..and now i just dont know.
..and now its all i can think about.
..and what do you know? i sunk like a rock.
..and now those songs have fled; leaving my being quiet, hallow, echoing.
..and now i just feel sad.




so give me a beat boy and free my soul, i wanna get lost in the rock and roll and drift away..


drift away...

new im everyone: quicksilverfox7

:)

dude, every time i think about this i cant help but laugh!

ok, so my brother went to see a friend and while he was gone tieu showed up. (not unexpected) so, we ended up waiting for my brother for about an hour and a half. for about half that time my dad was home. so my brother finally gets home and we go over to tieu's house. we're there for a few hours and my brother decides to call and see if we both can spend the night. my dad tells him that they (my parents) arent comfortable with both of us sleeping over; which ofcourse is bullshit. they werent comfortable with me spending the night. so my brother calls my parents back a little later and i'm not really sure what the conversation was but i do kno that my dad said something like "well, seeing as how tieu and becca are starting to see eachother..." so my brother walks in the room with a huge smile on his face and tells us what my dad said. everyone just busts out laughing. then daniel says something like "i'm sorry, i just cant see it. i mean not like looks wise but.... quietTHUG" pointing to me when he says quiet; pointing to tieu when he says thug. eric, henry, tieu, and i just laugh. tieu's sister said "daniel, that has got to be the funniest thing you've ever said." so my brother ended up spending the night and i had to leave at about 11:30. that sucked, but it was a really fun day : ) the car ride home was also pretty fun. i had to tell my mom and tieu and i are most definitly not 'seeing eachother'. i could tell she wanted to say something but wasnt sure how, so i just came out and said it. t'was grand.

ahh! so fucking funny.....

so...



i'm back.



i'll miss the beach, but its good to be home.. to sleep in a bed :)



*love*

well, i'm leaving for amelia island on saturday.
 
i'll miss all of you! will you miss me?

i hope i dont get too terribly sunburnt...

but anyway, i'll be back on sunday the 19th!

i love you guys!
*~becca~*

i want to ask all of you this question and i want the truth when you answer it. dont worry about 'sparing my feelings'. i can take whatever you guys say..

what do you think of me?

i dont care what you say, i just want to know the truth. your own personal opinion of me.
i've asked the question, now i only wait for the answers...

and if you dont want to leave it on here just im me or call my ( cell ) .

went to flogging molly last night..







it was fucking wonderful!